August

The honeymoon July has passed in a blink of an eye. At the end of July, i had a cold war with someone. Well, I did not want to narrate about it. Life is short and time is fleeting. I will learn to forgive and let him him goes. It is always easier to say than done. One of my friend said that restrained relationship ain't fun. Yes, absolutely right. I was on the verge of breaking down. Yet, with the blessing of God and the support from my friend, I was able to get through it. I will keep on moving and I hope that I can be more productive during August.

I can foretell that August will be a hectic month. The assignments are keep coming out. Today, I received my BM assignment. shit question The assignment wants us to find a poem and then hurai keselarasan vokal. That is fine. But then we need to use few words from poem and create a short story!!!! Cerpen!! The syllabus does not have cerpen but we need to do it. shit! shit! shit! I was quite enraged because my Bm vocabulary is limited. I have not completed a BM essay since I gratuated from secondary school. Now you want me to write a short story?? I was damn scared. My Bm is the worst in whole class. WHY? Out of 26 students, 24 are malays and bumi. 2 chinese. And the other chinese girl, her BM is splendid. She has mixed with Malays since secondary school. She speaks like Malay.

Sigh.. This assignment is needed to be hand in on 1 september. My school holidays end on 31 August. I come back to maktab damn institute on 31. That means I need to almost complete the assignment before holidays. Who will do assignments during holidays? At least I'm not the one. I need to accompany my precious family who longs for my companion and savour the mouth-watering food in Kch ok??

Finally, I will work hard for this month. Idleness please switch off and facebook please stop distract me ok?

I wanna go home..

a nice one..

Lady Antebellum feat Jim Brickman (NEVER ALONE)

May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when it's time to go home
May you always have plenty
The glass never empty
Know in your belly
You're never alone

May your tears come from laughing
You find friends worth having
With every year passing
They mean more than gold
May you win and stay humble
Smile more than grumble
And know when you stumble
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

Well, I have to be honest
As much as I wanted
I'm not gonna promise that cold winds won't blow
So when hard times have found you
And your fear surrounds you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when it's time to go home
And when hard times have found you
And your fear surrounds you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

There is something...

There is something that I need to blog about, since it has been such a long time I don't update my blog. Sometimes when i have the mood to blog, the celcom broadband or the school wireless is not working well. Well, what can I say. This is what we call "life".. We can't always get what we want.

Firstly, I got number ONE for semester 2!!! UP UP! Actually I had a hard life during semester 2 and seldom studied. But I did put an effort in assignments. Most of the time, group work become individual work. Anyway this is totally out of my expectation. The GPA for semester 2 is 3.74, compared to semester one which is only 3.47. This can prove that maktab students depend on assignments' marks to survive. Sigh. I know this result happens once in a blue moon. I will cherish it. The semester 3 I will have to take MUET. I think I will concentrate in improving my English if can. Coz you cant retake the test right? Sure want to achieve as higher band as I can. Band 4 and above.

Secondly, I met many lecturers who like to fuss over trivial things for this semester. I am pretty detest these kind of situation. I am always thinking of "why they just cant make our lives easier?" Arrrgghh.. A pile of useless works are needed to be done.

Lastly, this semester can be either challenging ( MUET) or mundane (repetition of life). Just wanna to end this semester faster. I am bored with the foundation course. This does not mean that I anticipate the degree course. I think the situation wont get better since Science and Mathematics are now teaching in Malay. No comment. Any comment would be vain. I just think that the education system is disoriented. "They" are ambivalent and dilemma most of the time. Teachers and students are akin dolls. They can change the policy easily and we just follow blindly.

Now is 3.40am. Luckily tomorrow no class. But I will surely woke up by the chit chatting and laughing of a bunch of girls. Time to log out. Night.

kick me hard

I'm just like a ball being kicked here and there. People talk to you because you are useful to them. And, they feel stupid to bother you when they feel that it is none of their business. Well, I should have take my friend's advice； you dont need to become a good people, you just need to become a Human. I think she is right, always. I'm too tired to be kind for sometimes. I feel weary of thinking and caring of others.. These are all follies.

Surrounded by millions people by, I feel alone.

Ok, i am ignorant because I languish love and company in this kind of world.
This kind of life... Suck!!!!

distance

the distance between us is enormous, just like the universe. I should fathom the truth.

Dd's cakes

Let the pictures tell the story. I am lazy to write.. Anyway, I am proud to have such a brother.

Haiz.. I am not adroit in time management. When the holidays just started, I promised myself that I will do something significant, such as reading and a little bit studying. And now, this is the last week of holidays. I can only manage to finish 2 novels. I have not even touch Differentiation and Integration.

The main purpose of reading is to ameliorate my poor English standard. Next semester I will have to face MUET. I hope that I can get at least band 4 la in order to maintain the dignity of Chinese.. lol.. seem like so serious..

Everyday I hit the sack for almost 10 hours. I think this is a waste of time but I just cant help.. I feel a spasm of guilty. Whatever.. I know that it is no use to cry over the spilt milk. I just want to rant my feeling!!
It is surreal for me that the holidays passed just like that and the school is going to reopen imminently.

Thinking of these make me have goose-bumps-running-down-my-spine. Shudder.