distance

the distance between us is enormous, just like the universe. I should fathom the truth.

Dd's cakes

Let the pictures tell the story. I am lazy to write.. Anyway, I am proud to have such a brother.

Haiz.. I am not adroit in time management. When the holidays just started, I promised myself that I will do something significant, such as reading and a little bit studying. And now, this is the last week of holidays. I can only manage to finish 2 novels. I have not even touch Differentiation and Integration.

The main purpose of reading is to ameliorate my poor English standard. Next semester I will have to face MUET. I hope that I can get at least band 4 la in order to maintain the dignity of Chinese.. lol.. seem like so serious..

Everyday I hit the sack for almost 10 hours. I think this is a waste of time but I just cant help.. I feel a spasm of guilty. Whatever.. I know that it is no use to cry over the spilt milk. I just want to rant my feeling!!
It is surreal for me that the holidays passed just like that and the school is going to reopen imminently.

Thinking of these make me have goose-bumps-running-down-my-spine. Shudder.

Ambivalence

Ok, my feeling is ambivalent. Just know that next semester I stay with same roommates.. I am happy that I still stay with the 3 nice malay girls.. Not the people with obnoxious behaviour!!! But, I am not satisfied that I am going to stay at C2B again.. the same room! oh shit! hate it.. It is 3rd floor (the highest floor) and the hottest place.. the place which is "near" the sun. I dont care my description true or false.. I only know that the next semester is a HOT sem!

And I gonna move my extremely heavy big bags from the store to 3rd floor.. Who will understand my woes?

message

Maybe I am too greedy.. But I am hoping that the happiness can stay with me a little bit longer.

A message to my love: Dont succumb to sadness. Fight for the future as long as we are still alive. OK? Promise me.

everything passes in a wink of an eye

Time and tide wait for no man.. The first week of holidays has just passed. I just ate, slept, facebook-ed, and went to shopping.. ^^ a big contrast with the hectic life of maktab..

Yesterday I went to Boulevard with my mum and dad.. My mum and I "separated" with dad because women and men worlds are totally different.. So I accompanied my mum. Boulevard had big sales so it was not surprised that the shopping mall was crowded with people.

It was an exuberant outing. Maybe it was because I dint shopping with my mum for such a long time..

I am thinking that studying outside is a process of growing up. I cant always stay at home and being pampered by parents. Who doesnt want an easy and peaceful life? If u dont wan, I want wo.. HAHAHa. So, I have to sacrifice some important things in order to become more mature. Anyway, I still wanna say that I love my family and my old friends. The memories when we were together will imprint in my mind forever.

Erm, I am ambivalent sometimes. Hoping can stay with family some more, yet I also hope can study oversea to widen my horizon.. Yes... Studying oversea.. A dream that cant come true..

Never mind la.. I should concentrate on teacher's course first. I hope can find out the significance of my life through becoming a teacher.

O_o

woah... today i bumped into Dr Fong at one of the small restaurant in Kch.. i was not sure he still recognized me or not.. but i was a nerd when I studied in Chung Hua.. so if he did not remember me also never mind.. But I think he knew that I was from Chung Hua because I called him Dr Fong.. I told him I am studying in Maktab Gaya. hoho 逊掉了！！ i just had a short conversation with him. I never think that I will meet him again. So bumping into Dr fong was the astonishment of today..

super junior- it's you

It’s you
It’s you
It’s you
It’s only you
It’s you
It’s you

I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
The moment my eyes began to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
I have no regret, I chose you
That’s right, it’s you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you

It’s you
I don’t need any words. it’s just you
“ It’s too late “ , but for me it’s just you
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go
Ah Ah

My lips, cold as can be, are even more blue
I cry out to find to find your warmth
I call, even though I call for you
And there’s no reply, I’ll wait for you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you
For me, it’s you, it’s you
Why don’t you know, why don’t you know?
For me, it’s you, it’s you

Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

It’s you