kick me hard

I'm just like a ball being kicked here and there. People talk to you because you are useful to them. And, they feel stupid to bother you when they feel that it is none of their business. Well, I should have take my friend's advice； you dont need to become a good people, you just need to become a Human. I think she is right, always. I'm too tired to be kind for sometimes. I feel weary of thinking and caring of others.. These are all follies.

Surrounded by millions people by, I feel alone.

Ok, i am ignorant because I languish love and company in this kind of world.
This kind of life... Suck!!!!