Finally year 2008 has passed. 2008 was a year of a turning point of my life.. After the spm, i did not know where should i go.. My parents also didnt express their opinion about my studies. They just gave a vague answer. So, i decided to pursue A-Level at RIT.
While studying at RIT, i learned many new knowledge. I tried my best to cope with the studies. I admitted that I was not a capable and intelligent person. There were so many othert students with devastating wits. They really widened my horizon.. haha.
After the spm results were announced, i got straight As. Well, it was not an excellent results compared to others. And the result didnt meet my expectation and I was disappointed with it. Then, everyone was busy interviewing to get a scholarship.. That period was the crux of my life.. I went to JPA and KPLSPM (kelulusan perguruan lepasan SPM) interviews. I failed JPA interview and didnt appeal. I also failed many times for the KPLSPM because i kept appealing but unsuccessful. I was frustrated. 11As cant get in maktab.. I believe... maybe... there is little a racial discrimination.. ;-)
I had no choice at that time because i had quitted A-Level.. I quitted because my father, who is a violent and agitated person kept disturbing my studies.. There is no tranquil life if u want to live with him.. Only a few close friends understand my problems. I detest his behaviour and realised that if I stay with him, I cant concentrate my studies forever. While waiting for the third times appeal result to come out, I studied at UNITAR, Sabah.. I applied for the loan.. Life is which unexpected events always happen. After studied 2 days at UNITAR, the result came out and finally i success to get into the maktab.. I was quite unwilling to give up the chance to study at university. I was ambivalent. However, my mum and aunt kept encouraged me to grab the scarce chance.. This is how i end up at maktab..
This is my study process.. From RIT to UNITAR to maktab.. Oh my gosh.. What an intriguing life!!! LOL Today is 1 Jan 2009.. I wish everyone has an auspicious start... Haizz.. I think I should satisfied with my life now.. At least, we are better than the victims of Gaza strip, right?? There are many innocent lives have gone.. Seeing so many children bleed because of the belligerency and cruellty of human beings.. Let us pray for the victims.. God bless.
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