holidays

i'm home..!!! HOHO.. 3 weeks holidays.. ENJOY!!

tips are flowing

Recently i received many BM tips which should made me felt happy. Last year I dint receive any tips. But my friend said de tip detail dao................ //question leaked// if i got tips, my average will be 3.5 above liao la. Bang my head. This year the tips are ok ok. Many, yet confusing..

the funny part is the first message mentioned that the Gurindam and seloka will be out in exam.

Then the next message is : BEZA DARI DAHULU HINGGA SEKARANG GURINDAM & SELOKA.

Oh. My. Gosh. If this kind of question out, how am i going to write. Ada pengaruh sastera dalam islam lagi tu.

Yello boss, I am chinese ok.. Even Malays have the difficulties in answering.

Anyway, God bless. >.<

Picture of JJ's day

the impending exams make me feel like............ wan to go home!! hahahaha.. so maybe there will be lesser posts recently.. it doesnt mean i am studying hard. I am still lazy.. The best reason for idleness is " I'm not lazy. I just get some rest before I'm tired." Cool huh..

This semester is really hard for me. The condition of my room is totally BAD. I believe no people can concentrate to study if the fan of your room is ROSAK!!!! Last time lampu rosak, then suis rosak, now kipas rosak. And also no handsome lecturer to motivate me O_o (Justzzz kidding) Tak menahan~~~ So cant blame me right??? XD

I hope this semester can over soon.. I anticipate the semester 3. Anyway, I am glad that time is ticking away.. Tick-toc, tick toc, tick- toc.....

control one's feeling

I think..

Eating alone,

Shopping alone,

Walking alone,

Loving you alone,

All of these are normal.

I dont care how the others think.

I just want to constrain myself from entering the world

that is Restricted.

So, Just leave me alone.

I dont wan the feeling of deja vu,

the feeling of being hurt and abandoned.

I'm foolish

I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you

you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

纸船

一艘小纸船，悠悠地飘过来，吸收水分，渐渐沉默，世上最美好的东西都有有效期限。。

但我却不愿如脑海逝去的脸庞一样，和你成为陌路人。

不是要放弃，而是不曾抓住。终究是要闭上眼，眼睁睁地看着他随风而去。。随波逐流吧。。为何一定要坚持到最后呢？

反正，我从平凡中而来，也将从平凡中逝去。

Transient happiness

Yesterday I had my GERKO Bola Baling as usual, 4pm to 6pm. We had friendly match with TESL Group.. Two weeks before the TESL organized a small competition. There was no doubt that we needed to participate the competition. That time we were very blur and didnt even know the rules. And TESL was strong also with tall Indians and Malays plus a chinese who was a state player for basketball. So we lose and the score was 2-1. It was a brand new experience for me as I did not participate in any sport games before.

Surprisingly, we won yesterday. I played the defence position. I ran here and there to disturb the opponents. It was tiring but fun. When you concentrated on the ball, you wont think too much. Then, you can forget all the things and stress that made you frustrated.

Our team's scorer was Sakinah. She was an experienced player. I like the way she scored coz she bounced the ball so that the goalkeeper lost track with the ball. The ball was reflected into the goal.

The final score was 1-0. Luckily our goalkeeper was really damn li hai, or else the opponents wont score nothing.

The most important part of yesterday was after the game finished, I walked to the side of the field. Then I heard the boys scream "Ai Teng!" I looked at them then I saw the handsome boy from PJ option give me a thumbs up and smiled with a wide radiance. Oh. My. Gosh. He was Kelvin Poh. Many girls love him because he has cute smile and very man. I was totally surprised and shy and replied him with a thumbs up also then looked down pretending to tie up my shoes.

Sigh.. Happiness was transient. Yet I was contended.

After that, it was the boys turn to match. Our group won as usual because most of the boys were from PJ option. Their performance was superb which made me kept screaming for them. One of the boys even can laid down and shot!

This was my another nice experience in my life. Hoping that I have chosen the right path for my life. Rockssssssssssss!!!!